Rachel warned : You will have NO life!
The warnings were shrugged off with a smug remark : Can one la.. what's so difficult?? 2,3 times a week nia...
I wished I could take those words back. I m heading for depression man.
3 gruesome weeks has passed and the cruelty of the demanding assignments set in. Time is a precious element, I realised.
Spending 3 hours after 7pm in a class of non-stop chantings of 'I dunno wad the F**K are you talking about' is no joke. Worst of it all, you have to pretend that all is well understood, just like the rest of the class. Painful.
2-3 times a week, I'll faithfully walk my 20 mins walk to the temple-in-disguise marketing school with a well groomed monk waiting to do his thing - chant his chant. #$%^&* To think i paid him more than 10 grand. Pui.
With the evenings burnt, there is barely enough time for re-charging. Ya.. my mom's warning has turned to a reality : It is indeed tough and the word 'rest' is a taboo.
I miss the bed, I miss Ethan's and Evy's complaints. I get dissappointed and helpless when I get home to a dark living room which meant that they are already in bed, I get agitated when I didn't get a good night's rest cause it ll mean a torturing 24 hours ahead. I feel washed out and I give meeting friends a pass cause I d rather spend my limited free time with the family... Rachel is right : YOU WILL HAVE NO LIFE.
no life... no life.. no life...
This is so wrong.. Before I start to weep and lose myself. I have to pick myself up.
I should be glad that :
- I have the golden opportunity to decipher the monk's chants
- I can learn to do time management
- I appreciate the 2 monsters more now than ever, in fact, they are starting to develop hallows, I call them my angels
- After a year of deciphering chants, I will be rewarded with useless braincells murdered and developing more useful ones
- Good friends stand by you - with or without meeting - After a year, I will gain a new insight of who my true friends really are
What more can I ask for?
I m looking forward to my next class already. *wink*
